It’s Bee You Monday and though I’m ashamed to say it, I have to admit that I haven’t written a Bee You post since December of last year. You all are my peeps, my home-girls, my inspiration, and I want to always create the best damn content possible here on the blog for you. I want to provide you with moving posts that inspire you to go after your dreams, make you smile, and make you happy to be alive. In order to do that, I need to feel pretty damn good myself, right? Well, in all honesty, I’ve been feeling like a car running out of gas, going put, put, put, put, put…
Maybe it’s this long, dreaded winter. Maybe I need a change of scenery. Maybe I need to exercise more. Maybe I need to find a new hobby. Maybe it’s the madness of planning this wedding. Maybe I need a new “9-5” job. Maybe I just need some time to breathe. I’m not really sure what it is, but I haven’t felt like my best self these past few weeks.
I’ve been going back and forth, debating whether or not to tell you all what I’m going through or if I should just stick it out and keep trying to create good content for you on the blog. But when it comes down to it, my mind just isn’t in the right place right now and I’m realizing that good and consistent blog posts aren’t going to come naturally unless I’m 100%. And quite honestly, not only do you deserve my best self, but I deserve my best self. I want ME back and I want her as soon as possible.
So this is what I’m going to do. I’m going to take a little break. Actually, I’m not sure how long the break will be. And it’s not really a break… During this time away, I want to search for what will make me feel whole again. I want to learn how to find happiness in the simple every-day things like I used to. I want to feel rejuvenated, refreshed, and ready to show up to the party, confetti in hand.
Don’t worry, I’m not leaving permanently. I’m still going to be active on Twitter and Instagram, so be sure to follow me there if you don’t already. The whole purpose of this is for me figure out what it is that needs readjusting in my life, fix it, feel great again, and then come back with a mind and heart exploding with positive energy. Because that is exactly why I started this blog. I want this to be a place that guides you to living that positive, daring, happy, and dreamful life that I strive to live every day.
I hope you can understand how important this is for me to do and more importantly, I want to say thank you for being the best support system that I could ever ask for. You all make me want to be a better person and by taking this time to figure things out, that’s exactly what I hope to do – become a better person. Talk soon. xo